AbaH oh AbaH



sayu aq dgr takbir rye pagi td..
apakah y aq bt sorg2 d cni..


family xde..kwn xde...
demi m'cari sesuap nsk y halal aq gagahkn jua..


huhuhu..





pagi2 tungkap lagi aq da tepon abah aq,
konon nk wish samat ari rye r..
tp xdpt..line clcm xelok.esbestos tol!!


pas2 mse rehat aq tepon abah aq blek,
buleh lak abah aq xcam sore ank dia y macho ne..
xpe2..mgkn abah byk sgt mkn lemang..huuhu

beliau b'tny aq cti bpe lme?
aq jwb sebln..
npe xblek umah?beliau tny blek..
aq ckp kroje..



beliau pon b'kte..
ate kamu xreti2 nk blek umah ke(dlm loghat peghak)
..aq pelik ngn abah aq..
selame b'puluh2 taun aq idop ngn beliau..
tidak pernah beliau kisahkn dgn kehadiran aq drumah.
dari dip lg aq mmg jrg blek..
tiket mahal dowh..

Alhamdulillah..akhirnya beliau sedar,


beliau m'punyai seorg ank gadis..
uhuhuuuu..syahdu aq..
ne ayt beliau y aq 2gu2 slame ne..


kalo xde doet mntk je kt abh...
hoh..! tp abh aq bkn ley cye sgt..
kalo mntk lelebey kang mle r dia ungkit cite zmn jepon dlu
mkn ubi kayu r..xde beras r..idop ssh..uuhuu..
dsebabkn aq maleh nk m'beratkn pale otak aq..
aq crk doet sendrik..
bagi je r doet 2 kt adeq2..
kalo xde doet sgt je br aq mntk ban2an..


hehe..



ntah..
aq rse abah aq pelik..
tp pelik y baek..
huhu..


aq syg abah aq..
tp masaelahnye..
aq xtau cne nk tunjuk..
beliau bt aq idop ngn care aq sendrik..
psl 2 aq mne penah kesah kalo xblek kg..


hmm...


dak2 kt tmpt keje sume kte aq ank durhaka..
buloh betong..
ceit! taek r lu org..
aq ank y baek r..hahaha

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mari mencantekn blog

im allergic to the technology..haha
sbb aq xpndai nk godek2.

temah slalu kutok blog aq..huduh
riak takabbur si temah 2..
huhu
aq mmg xreti bab teknologi canggih ne..
igt lg mse kne wat website..
b'pinau2 pale otak gue..serabut..haha
tp byk gak point mis kc..mekaseh mis..

aq rse kalo lg lme aq m'dalami ilmu teknologi ne..
lelme aq ley jdk hacker.
ley r godam mne2 system company y beso2..
huhu..
ptt r aq xpndi..nawai2 xelok penye.hehe

mne nk stat dlu eh..
?????

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aq y ketensenan

npe aq tensen?

ema ne sebok btol..

cne nk carik doet beribu2 lemon???
hmmphhh..
dapat doet pt..
jap je abes..cne nk kc doet 2 bertambah??
huuuhuhuhu

aq xsmpi ati nk mntk doet kt abah aq,
tp aq nga senskek..
abah..
baek x ank abah y sorg ne..

kalo duk umah..
bgn2 tido jerh..ada makanan
tghari pon aq lek je..makcik aq y masak..hahaha
men gamez..psa2 gossip sket..tdo..zzz
peh!donia aq mmg best gler!

duk umah sewe..sume kne wat sndrik...
uuuuuuuuu~...
sebenarnye aq nga tensen utk paper last ne..
byk dowh..aq xpam......!!

sape r y baek ati sgt msokn subjek ne dlm sistem pembelajaran di malaysia..
t kalo kje pon..mne ad kaitan...
aq lapo..
psl 2 stat merapek...

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nape kite harus berak

euuuwww..

mesti korg pk aq ne serabai gler cite psl bende ne..
huhu
sbb ap aq post tajuk ne..???
ianya ada kaitan ngan aq 2 3 ari kebelakang ne..
aq mengalami cirit-birit..dan..
aq da letey nk g toilet..
huuhhh!!

aq ad bc satu laman sesawang ne (website)
alamak! aq da buang!!
xpe2..
wlopon memori aq 4 gig jerh..
tp aq msh hengat sket2..

tahi@ taik (bhs pasar)@ bullshitt(taik lembu..ramai rakyat m'sia m'gunakn p'kataan ne ble mrh)
terhasil daripada proses penyahtinjaa(kumuhan) y berlaku dalam usus besar..
senang cite..sedap mne korg mkn makanan 2 akhirnye m'jd taik jugak..
eh cm peribhs sepandai2 tupai menari akhirnya tersadung jua..
huhu

k..
kite smbg blek..
nape kite perlu berak?
ap akn jd kalo kite x berak?
of cos r..
t kalo korg xbuang..
berkulat+berulat bau najis perut korg..
cm sampah..cbe korg simpan lelme..ap jdk..
huhuhu

nape taik bau busuk,
sembur r byk mne perfume pon..
eau de toilet ke eau de parfum ke
ttp baunye malatop menusuk kalbu..

taik bau busuk..
sbb ad sejenis bakteria dlm najis kite y m'hasilkn bau tersebut..

errr..guys..
aq rse da smpi mse aq melabur..
aq sebenarnye saket prot..
bagus x aq smbl nk berak
sambil menulis blog..
pandai aq m'jimatkn mse..
hahahaha
adiosss!!

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dalam proses


hmm..

aq xtau nk mle cane..

aq lebey senang menyalurkan ap y aq rse melalui penulisan..

mslhnye..aq slalu xde mse..hak3..puyu!!


aq da serik utk jth..

luka y dsebabkn jth i2 t'lalu lme utk sembuh..

kadang2 aq rse bek aq amek pengajian bhs..

t ap y aq tuleh sume org xpam..huhu


haaahh!!

aq msh rindu dia..

sshnye nk buang bende ne jauh2..

kalo aq xlpe skunk t smpi ble2 pn aq xley lpe..


the worst part in breaking up is when u're left alone.but even u try to have fun,the emotional pain is the hardest and longest to heal..


nape harus aq ske dia..knape dan knape?

aq nk jd aq y dlu..

y xpeduli psl bende ne sume..

aq dlu kekanak riang..

tp skunk kekanak 2 slalu nanges senyap2..

sorg2..xde spe y tau..


ye! aq akan bangkit..

bangkit dr kejthn..

dan aq xkn jth lg!


wlopn aq rse saket ap y dia bt..

tp aq akn sentiase doakn kebahagiaan dia..

dia baek..myb xde jodoh..

bahagiekn aq dan dia..


aq da dpt trime hakikat..

dia bkn r t'cipta utk aq..ecece..hehe


cme kdg2..bile memori itu mengusik..

aq jd sedey..

cengeng to r!!

hahaha..

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kebenaran akhirnye...


aq br tau arine...

b'poyo-poyoan aq nanges sbb dia...

pe2nye dia bahgie ngn insan len...


weh xsmpi sbln pon lg...

aq je y bengong tunggu dia slame 3 thn,

setia xb'tempat...


sume kate2 dia dongeng blake..

npe nk tpu???npe???


aq bt kptsn utk lepaskn dia..


demi Allah S.W.T..

aq pnh doa utk bunag perasaan ne...

aq xmntk pon aq jth cinta kt dia...

kalo aq tau perit..awl2 lg..aq xkn brani nk cobe2..


smpi sa2 thp aq pnh doa,supaya Dia tarik blek ingatn aq..

aq nk lpekn perasaan 2...


arine..sep,02,2.48 am..

aq tgk fs dia..status: in r/ship...


hancuss!!!ati aq...sakit y amat2...

abeh 2 kate2 dia slame ne mmg dongeng blake..

npe harus tipu??npe??dan nape??


dia aq akn buang jauh2..

jauh dr cni...ati aq..tp..

aq xtau ble...huuuu..

sshnye jdk aq...


aq skunk tgh cedera parah..wad icu...

utk bpe lme aq pon xtau...

somebody save me...!!

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guy is a complicated creature..

dia bt aq bingung lg..
utk kesekian kali kepale aq penin ngn kenyataan y dkeluarkn..
kalo ske ckp je r ske..
hish..payah no pon!!
aq cbe utk b'tenang namun kepale otakku sebok gak nk pk bende tuh!
trs terang,aq mmg ske dia sgt2..
dia sndrk pn xley imagine how much i like him..
haha..bunyik mcm pompuan gatal dc2..huhu
salah ke?salah ke?
aq pon xsangka..
rock2 aq ne pon ley tangkap cintan gak..hahaha
xmacho tol!!huhu
"aq terlanjur cinta kpdmu..
dan tlah ku berikn sluruh hatiku..
lalala~..
kerna skali cinta..
aq ttp cinta..."

hehe..poyo gle aq..
sshnye ble dh ske seseorg 2..
dia je r y aq nmpk..
huuu....
ala..xde pic y best nk taruk..

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waa..dh lme x b'blogging!!!

hari ne hari yg sejuk...
aq sbnrnye xtau nk tuleh ap...
hari y sejuk...huhu

aq rse diri mcm saket tp aq pure2 cm xsaket..
dahulu seseorg pernah b'kate..
kalo kite xnk jth sket,pure2 xsaket walopn wak2 2 mmg nk saket,
t daya imunisasi kte pn dpt semangat br.tetibe jdk kuat cm hulk hogan!!
aq xtau r sejauh mne kebetulan cite 2..

aq sejuk.....

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tak sudi memandang...

aq t'luka utk keberapa kali ntah...
bt si dia y aq ske sembunyi2..

sshnye nk ske km..
kdg2 xpam..
arini kwn aq bgtau dia dh b'pny..
mle2 aq wat slamber jerh..
pas2 kt dada ne rse senak..sket sgt2..
haha..cam xcye jerh aq cmne..
mcm org xbtol..
len kali xyah nk pendam2 kt sspe t km sket..(nsht aq pd dr sendiri)

lagu tema dia,
xsudi memandang tidak mengapa..lalalala..(aq xtau lirik..hak3)

agaknye mmg xde rejeki aq kot....

kpd km..
aq doakn km hepy..mski pn lukaku b'darah kembali
hahahaha...aq rse aq ley jd sasterawan..huhu

hidup a.samad said...

kpd spe2 y bc post ne,
agak2 ad kawan tentera b'pangkat pegawai
ley r tgglkn no kwn dia 2 kt cni...
aq t nk kawen bwh pdg...hahahaha..sronok..sronok..
halamak weh!! laptop jan xde gmbr2 y seswai r..
t aq taruk eh...huhu
adios

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LIFE IS SHORT...


beberapa hari kebelakangan ne, slh sorg kwn abg kwn aq pergi..pergi y xkn kembali..salam takziah bt kluarga beliau.

bt temanku ajijol, aq hrp km tabah m'hadapi ujian getir ini..

t'kadang aq t'pk..


ap y kte janjikn pd saat roh kite ditiupkn dlm rahim ibu..

ap y t'tulis dlm lauh mahfuz,

bgimana kte pergi m'hadap si pencipta...ble..hny DIA y tahu..

setiap helaan y kte hembus..semua miliknya..


YA ALLAH, Kau matikan lah aq dlm iman..

aq takot kalo2 DIA pggl aq kembali saat aq blom b'sedia..

ble pk idup ne unpredictable..insaf 2 dtg sndrk...tp i2 pn sekejap jerh..pas2 perangai syaitan 2 dtg blek..hehe

npe ek??

tepuk dada, tny iman...

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sume org dh jd mariam!!

sok kwn2 sy ad paper risk,

sian sy nengok mrk..msg2 dh mcm org xbtol..hehe

wawa,rmbt dh kembang2,

jan,elok2 rmbt lurus jdk kenting,

zara munyet wlopn paper dia luse sbjk mcm mariam..

musti korg t'tny2 sapekh gerangan mariam i2..hehe

ala..y citer drama 2..org krg upaya..

sy wlopn byk lg xcover prop..

tp sy slumber jerh..

maafkn anakanda abah..slali men2..huhu

bt kwn2 y tgh sebok stdy..

jg stress2..nti msg2 mcm munyet..hahaha

gud luck!!

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cinte terhalang!!huh!!


arine, ika munyet tuh sebok2 nk ske chuko..
dia kte, aq xleh ske chuko cz aq anggap chuko cm adeq...
ika kte dia dh lme b'taut kasey ngn chuko.
taek r dak kering tuh!!hak3

dayah pon nyampok, ko nk b'laku sumbang mahram ke??!..
adakah patut mereka kte begi2...huhu..chuko tlg r kakak...

azam dia nk, sume dia nk..hape..xtkot dpt HIV+ ke??? hak3...

tapi aq sejak kebelakangn neh..slalu drundung pilu...
cz byk sgt keje ke..ntah...
cepat sgt t'sentap...
tapi aq nangis diam2 r...
dak2 ne tau, smpi 7 keturunan pon x abeh kutuk...!!

ble kje b'timbun2, mle rmbt kembang2, kalo gne jari abeh tersekat xley kuar,
serabai gler...hak3

kepada chuko,
akak daokn chuko ley kembali jd kanak2 riang...
akak xkesah kalo chuko pilih ika munyet, t'kinje2 dia nk chuko..hohoho

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my sad sonata..

today is the day, my final bel presentation..huhu...

but i ruined it up!!!uwaaa...

this morning, i had a stomachache relating to woman pain(if u r woman than u'll understand..sakit tau!)

so, i cannot perform well in my presentation...unlucky me..

cakap pn t'sasul2..yamaha..turn yahama..(wats wrong wif me today..)

im suck!.. :'(

actually, the reason y i choosed guitar as my topic its remembered me to sumone i really missed..i hope i can understand him more by doing sum research on the things he liked..naa.. i dun get anythg!!

to dat person, if u can read this.. although i really extremely angry wif u, but i do hope u'll hepy,take a good care of ur health, dont easily get cold,n hope u take care of urself..

for me, what past is past..

i wanna to let it go now.....sayonara..

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an open apology to my fwen...huhu..sowey

for the those days im not in my mood, an open apology i would like to say to my fwen whose seen my bad side..huhu
sowey for scold u guys for nothing..
moody xsemene-mene...hehe
me myself wondering y i behave like that..
then, i found out..haha..its already end of month..tadaa..
the time i can transfer into an ogre at anytime..hihihi
sowey guys!!!
i do like to treat u guys somethg so i can reduce my guiltiness..(ad ke p'kataan 2..haha)
but unfortunately..im broke rite now..(hmm.. wat can i do..)
but sum people says if we had an good intention(nawaitu) but we cannot perform it well..the God alraeady give us His Blessing..
so i think it is enough for me to just have an good nawaitu to treat u guys n i dont have to treat u in reality..haha..
bijak tol ank pkck hamdan ne!!hak3

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haney taek..oni pn sme..haah

hari ne, haney sengal add aq..
ad ke ptt haney sengal type lotus idung...ap ke huduh nor nme dia kasik!!taek haney ne!!hehe
oni pn lebey krg sme jerh..
brani tol dorg m'p'kotak-katikn nme blog aq..huhu
sekian tuk arine..daaa..

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g jln2

yesterday, we had a trip to port kuantan..(actually we're not supposed to be there but just to fill an empty seat..haha..poor rite,ceit!!)
....to be continue....haha

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dr azam berkate...bercinte i2 bley m'bw ke arah p'zinaan..
spe sokong sila angkt tgn dan goyang pinggul..haha
for me it is will depend on how people carrying out themselve..
kalo itam, itam r..kalo puteh, puteh r..tol x kwn2..
(eventhough im not belong to dat group..huu..)

im looking for a friend who m.i.a..just bcz i say smthg stupid to him..
i told him i like him(pd aq xde istilah perigi crk timba..haha) and since dat he started to avoid me..
not replying my message, not answering my call..and sorts of..
im asking myself again and again..
is it express out ur feeling is forbidden??!!makes u look jerk!
.....i really want to punch his face not bcz he avoiding me, but to tell him to be gentlemen..
if he is cannot accept me..then tell..im not kind of person who will do stupid things..just bcz ive been rejected!
lex r brader kte sume dh beso..i will responsible for the consequence from action i made..
(peh aq ckp cm aq dh smthg kt dia plak..haha)
k r ema dh bisin2 suh aq iron bj..dh nmenye pmpuan mmg ske bisin..hak3
chao!!!

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aku dan kesengalanku


today is the 1st time i edit my blog after berkurun lmenye..huhu
frankly i really allergic to technology..hak3
(ie: friendster, semak samun aq tinggalkn..kalo aq amek bush and lalang fire sure xcover..haha)
thx to ika sengal(maleh aq tuleh ikaLiN cam best sgt je nme dia tuh!!huh!!)
for teach me ths things..
ika duk sebok seblah aq..semak tol r dia ne!!hehe
most of people will wondering, y on ths 1.39am must i edit my blog..cam xde ari len jerh..huhu
tp aq tkot cam kalho nalho(spe tgk citer 2 tau r)
org kte igt mati tu sunat..bkn sunat y tu...
my eyes become heavy..im going to zzz...
chao..

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